Downtown Fort Worth this morning was brimming with activity as it hosted a "Walk/Run for the Cure" Breast Cancer Research Fund Raiser. Some 20,000 runners and walkers appeared downtown. It was a crazy morning in Fort Worth.
Worship began with a great drama by the Strangely Warmed Players that was of a sail boat and crew who has never left the safety of the dock, afraid where the wind might take them. A timely word to churches who are afraid to untie themselves and let the wind of the Spirit move them to new places.
Bishop William Hutchinson gave an energetic sermon on the power of baptism: "have we been born into form (of the normal, the bland, the ritual) or into power?"
"have we been born of water only? Or also of the Spirit?" he said. We were challenged to renew our baptism, but not just to move to the water, rather allow ourselves to be moved by the Spirit to the waters of baptism. Or another way to say it: (my paraphrase)"Don't just move when you are called, rather allow yourselves to be moved by the Spirit."
The afternoon was spent in Legislative Groups where there was a lot of discussion on difficult topics.
There remains a deep divide in the UM Church. There is a passionate group who have made it their mission to see that United Methodism fully embrace the cultural phenomenon of mainstream homosexuality. In fact, the pain that is felt by many who identify themselves as homosexual is so deep that is it truly felt by many of us. (definitely not by all.) There is a double standard present in the Church, especially in the US. Clergy, including Bishops, who act immorally and are never censured. So there is a divide that will not be bridged, at least not easily until the church takes a stand to define moral/immoral behavior among its clergy AND it members.
A large, quiet protest took place today outside the Convention Center first by Soulforce, a pro-homosexuality group who passed out flyers, sang songs, held banners speaking harsh language, and simply made themselves known all day. There was also a student gathering that held a prayer vigil outside each of the Legislative Group rooms. What I've appreciated today is the grace with which they were received and in which they came. There was little or no confrontation (that I saw), rather it was focused on prayer and peace.
As I write now, I am saddened. The legislative process at times waters down the power of the Gospel. I fear the same will happen as we move to full plenary sessions. I understand the need to do what we do yet I pray for a new way. We focus on process, rules of order, specifics on words, language, etc. and leave the Christian Conferencing behind. I guess it makes sense that we are in the true gateway to the west, where the stockyards still rustle with steer, horses and dust because we are wrestling with words, ideas and scripture. What we end up with is no less a trophy to the winner and lots of losers left behind to wrestle another day.
I guess Bishop Hutchinson's words were more prophetic than he knew, "will we allow ourselves to be moved by the Spirit?"
It's a good question for the church, but it's equally good for the Conference as well!
Peace ><>
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