I started reading Genesis today. (The first book of the Bible.) It is from a reading plan I created for 2025 for the congregation I lead in Fort Wayne, Indiana. We are beginning a year of learning to study the scriptures. So why not start at the beginning?
Over the past 15 years my own theological journey has veered from its expected path. I’ve discovered leaders and authors who encouraged me to think more broadly; to even think for myself. And while that has challenged some long held beliefs and prejudices, it has also opened me up to a whole new world of understanding, of the expanse of God, and the completeness of God’s grace.
I am still on this contemplative journey (as Thomas Merton, Richard Rohr, and other Franciscans might call it) feeling the novice still, but willing to open my eyes to see what I haven’t seen before; “a long, loving look at the real”.
I’m wondering today about the author(s) of Genesis, especially those first chapters on primordial history. The poetry, the mythology, the cultural stories that had been passed through generations, the limited scientific understanding of the universe all played a significant part in the story we know as Creation. What, through all these sources, is Genesis trying to tell us, or more specifically trying to tell me today in the 21st Century?
Humans don’t trust God.
Maybe another way to put it is humans possess this innate want/need to be in charge of their own destiny. The story of Adam and Eve in the garden (Genesis 3) is not how it happened, rather it reveals why we have the story. It’s who we are. God can be God and be in charge of God’s realm/universe, we have no problem with that, but we want (desire, need) to rule our own universe.
We do it every day. We make decisions about everything; we provide for ourselves; and we might pray about our circumstances, but we usually get up from our knees and do what we feel is best anyway. (Regardless what we may have heard in the prayer.)
It wasn’t the fault of the snake, or the woman. It’s just who we are.
But not what we have to be.
There are so many details in this story that are often overlooked. Yes, Eden is off limits, us having to work at providing our own food (working at tilling the land) and multiplying (with both its pleasure and pain), but God provided even in this seemingly harsh sentence. God gave them a different land. God taught them to work it. God provided them food until they could harvest their own. God provided them clothing, out of leather which takes work, slaughtering of animals (a first and likely also the source of food to sustain them) and time. And in all of this, God is working closely with them at an intimate level that most of us will never experience.
And there it is; just under the surface. The point that will be revealed again and again throughout the whole scriptural narrative.
God trying to participate in the every day; partnering with us in the most mundane; whispering instructions if we are willing to listen, willing to discern the sound of God’s voice above our own. God simply wants to be acknowledged. And then trusted. And then ultimately share in our lives every day.
At least today. And if we fail today. Tomorrow is another day. (That’s another of God’s amazing characteristics, patience!)